in penang we used to go down to the night bazaar and buy dramas, RM4 for one piece and buy 10 get 1 free lol. then we’d trade them and circulate them all around. so yes while my miserably meagre 1MBPS maxis (altho not as meagre as portable internet in canada wtf where we yelled at each other for downloading and slowing the speed sigh) internet cannot compare to my 10MBPS i have here in singapore, i was never short of dramas or movies to watch. i’d have hong kong dramas and gossip girl and the l word and little britain and bones and even spongebob squarepants and really any mainstream shows. so while i don’t suppose you can find y tu mama tambien at these night bazaars. (which reminds me, i love how they don’t sell porn. but then again my friend says you have to ask them =.=)  anyway gossip girl is boring. i couldn’t even bring myself to watch the last episode of season 1. blair and jenny parts are nice, the rest are super boring yawn. and how i met your mother has started i’m so happy =D sigh.

my life is so boring. argh december hurry up already! i just hope i won’t be too broke by then to enjoy you *sniff* fat hope la i’m going to be owing money at this rate T_T and next year… where will i be next year? i still want to go all over the place and i didn’t volunteer anywhere this year =( home & life sent me an email about their new website and it made me miss all the little rascals so much (and my god they are natural camwhores. i hope their english is half as good as their camwhoring skills). i miss thailand so much it has almost been a year since i came back from chiang rai. and when will i finally get to backpack in vietnam?? haiya i want to go everywhere.  who wants to come with meeeee??? (backpacking please i live from hand to mouth)

you know, it’s 7am, and my eyes are half-closed. i am really tired but somehow something’s preventing me from sleeping. i wish i’d grow some balls to be able to say all that i want to, but there’s too much at stake for me to possibly risk losing. i just hope everything will work out. after all that’s happened, IT HAD BETTER!! i’m sorry. i used to be a heart-on-sleeve blogger but now you get sporadic posts with little content and i can’t even talk about everything i want to. please just wait until december when i’m done with my exams and everything will be so much clearer. i really want to start posting photos sigh. i’ve never really been successful with that =\

i’ll be exam-free just in time for my birthday and to top it off my dear bibila’s going to come back from brisbane on her summer break! oh btw is it me or did penang seem exceptionally empty? this time i went back, i felt so alone. i was walking along the road and thinking that nothing had changed and it was as if i never left, but then i started to realise how empty it was. the huge poster of wang lee hom (please you cannot compare jay chou to wang lee hom it is simply blasphemous) is gone now and replaced by some girl (didn’t see properly; not interested lol). and i think everyone was stocking up on groceries then because they feared sept 16 =.= taxi fares have gone from crazy expensive to pure insanity. nobody goes to gurney anymore since half of it is closed. i was looking forward to having a&w T_T and the streets seem so unfamiliar. it felt strange, like i’d been away far longer than i could recall. it was the rainy season again in penang, with her all so familiar howling winds and torrential downpours. it was the same beach that we celebrated my birthday on with a secret receipe cake and lots of booze (and craziness). but without the familiar faces, penang seemed so foreign, like a completely different land from the one i had in my heart.

ok enough of my half-asleep ramblings; i hope you have been sufficiently bored :D this has been christmas at zerite.net signing off. 99.  i want a new layout boo. BTW please join plurk i have no friends i’m so lonely T__T haih serves me right who asked me to dump twitter he was so good to me T__T ok i really need my sleeeepp npwzzzZZZZ